♥I love Lucas!!♥

†My Superman†

I am so depressed right now, i just want to die!! I just want to be with Reggie & prove him and everyone else rong!  I want to sho him that I can be the girl he wants and I wanna show everyone else that we belong together!!!  I miss him soo much and I want him back!!!  I feel like I'm gonna have a nervous break down or commit suicide if he doesn't come back to me. nO body reads these anyway

I love Reggie

I love Reggie so much but sometimes it feels like he doesn't want me to even exist.  Whenever i ask him to do something he usually starts doing something else or just doesn't do it.  I want to know why whenever he ask me to do something i'm supposed to jump and do it in 1 sec. right when he ask.  Or like he wants to get something or do something and if i question it he says something like "well, this is who i am and your just gonna have to deal with it." or "you need to understand that i need this, and i will get it wheither you like it or not"  The sad thing is that he promised me that he would never say that and he went 4 months of our relationship saying that!  sometimes he touches my boobs or my but or lifts up my shirt and i tell him to stop, then he says "well, i can do that because i'm your boyfriend"  Well, i got news, just because youre my boyfriend doesn't mean you can dissrespect me and my body!!  i don't do it to you, don't do it to me.  If i ask you or anyone for that matter to STOP, i mean stop NOW not later not after you do what you were going to do, NOW!! There is a lot of stuff i get mad at him for doing, but i love him so much that i will not leaving no matter how easy anyone could make it!  He's lied to me and changed his stories so many times that I gave-up trusting everything he says, because i know in a few days he'll say something different.  What i want to know is what's so hard about telling me the truth?  It's only 10 times worse when i find out you lied.  I've never lied to him, so where does he get off lying to me?  Oh, by the way, just because your dad or mom or Marcus or Katie or Jim do something, it doesn't make it right, it doesn't mean that you have to do it or that every relationship in the world is exactually like that.

hey everyone, wassup?  Nothing much here, just wondering how Reggie and I could want to kill each other one minute, then love each other with no problem the next. Well, for Reggie's sake, here are things i like and dislike about him.

1. his past (who lives there tho)

2. the fact he tells me what I'm thinking, or feeling or what I'm going to do. ( I do too sometimes, but i can admit it)

3. the fact that he doesn't get my jokes. (but at least he's still here unlike a lot of people who don't get my jokes)

4. the way he wears his pants on his butt. ( i wanna see that booty, not just "assume" it's there)

5. the way he assumes everything, and thinks I have hidden messages in my talking. ( i'm trying to make it easy for you!!)

6. the thing he does with his feet before he goes to sleep. ( it's annoying, but cute when he tries to explain it)

the thing i like:

1. his present and future. ( maybe not all the present, but no one's perfect.)

2. the fact that most of the time he DOES know what I'm thinking and feeling. (phew, lest words for me to say)

3. the fact that he's so funny. (He acts like a little kid on good days and It's so cute)

4. the fact that he has no butt to hold his pants on. (it's funny when he struts like he has one)

5. the way he has hidden messages in his talk, and i have to watch what i assume. (he makes it soo hard, but it's fun, i guess)

6. the thing he does with his feet before he goes to sleep. (it's annoying, but cute when he tries to explain it)

7. the fact that he can't speak proper.

8. the faces he makes when he's trying to look "super cute"

9. the fact that no matter what he tries his hardest to make me happy.

10. how he smiles. (that is the reason i am in love with him!!)

11. The way he always has to be right, no matter how right you are. (because most of the time he is right, just at the rong time.)

12. how he looks at me with big brown puppy dog eyes when he's trying to be sweet, or when we just had a fight and he wants it to get better. (the reason he wants it better is because he knows he lost. just kidding)

The reason i wrote this is (1.) to show Reggie that the good out do the bad and (2.) it was our 11 month anniversary Saturday!! Oh yeah, i'm bored too.